Hey forever...

so I haven't been on in a long while. i've been kind of busy. i'm not going to lie and say i haven't stopped, because i have. i've slept, and i feel like i needed it.

i saw lily allen in the o2 this time last week, on the 8th. she was pretty awesome. as much as i love her, i wasn't expecting her to be so good. i know that's a filthy thing to say but i wasn't. she was amazing, she looked incredible and her voice was pretty sweet too. i didn't get any photo's because i thought cameras were like, banned. well, they weren't to my annoyance. and my memory is rubbish so i'll have snippits for a limited time only. i'm embarrassed to say i got kind of emotional, i bought her latest album last christmas, or around then, and it was when all this stuff started. and i remember my mam telling me that 'the fear' will always remind her of me. which i don't really understand because she never really explained why. there was another song that got to me 'he wasn't there', for obvious reasons. it was just a great show and i really enjoyed it. respect.

i had my photoshoot on the 31st of november after, the Victorian one, it went okay, could have done ten times better but sure i'll know for the next time. it's all about learning, right? i would go into detail but maybe some other time. ''here's your best shot...''



my mam bought me a sick dress as one of my christmas gifts. she gave it to me like last week. i know, i don't get it either. anyway it's really cute, i love it. it's from SAVIDA at Dunnes, and it was dirt cheap, 20euro to be precise (with her 25% discount). it's not the best picture, but still. and i'm definitely not into the leather jacket with it either. i was thinking black fur. there's alot more potential belt-wise.



i don't know why but lately i'm infatuated with all these bodies and bralets. i just can't get enough of them. well, of looking at them. american apparel have had such a huge selection of bodies for so long, i just never really thought of them in any other aspect apart from disco dancing costumes. i'm very into lace, too. we have a body in River Island in a nude colour with no sleeves, its very nice but i don't know how it would look against pale skinned me. anyway i put a few together that are my faves...



i think that one is my number one. by far. i don't know how good my boobs would look in it though. maybe they would look like they don't exist. they're not the biggest.

to end i just want to take this opportunity express my love for alice dellal, lara stone, and riley keough, elvis' late grandaughter. they're all so beautiful.