Hey forever...

so I haven't been on in a long while. i've been kind of busy. i'm not going to lie and say i haven't stopped, because i have. i've slept, and i feel like i needed it.

i saw lily allen in the o2 this time last week, on the 8th. she was pretty awesome. as much as i love her, i wasn't expecting her to be so good. i know that's a filthy thing to say but i wasn't. she was amazing, she looked incredible and her voice was pretty sweet too. i didn't get any photo's because i thought cameras were like, banned. well, they weren't to my annoyance. and my memory is rubbish so i'll have snippits for a limited time only. i'm embarrassed to say i got kind of emotional, i bought her latest album last christmas, or around then, and it was when all this stuff started. and i remember my mam telling me that 'the fear' will always remind her of me. which i don't really understand because she never really explained why. there was another song that got to me 'he wasn't there', for obvious reasons. it was just a great show and i really enjoyed it. respect.

i had my photoshoot on the 31st of november after, the Victorian one, it went okay, could have done ten times better but sure i'll know for the next time. it's all about learning, right? i would go into detail but maybe some other time. ''here's your best shot...''



my mam bought me a sick dress as one of my christmas gifts. she gave it to me like last week. i know, i don't get it either. anyway it's really cute, i love it. it's from SAVIDA at Dunnes, and it was dirt cheap, 20euro to be precise (with her 25% discount). it's not the best picture, but still. and i'm definitely not into the leather jacket with it either. i was thinking black fur. there's alot more potential belt-wise.



i don't know why but lately i'm infatuated with all these bodies and bralets. i just can't get enough of them. well, of looking at them. american apparel have had such a huge selection of bodies for so long, i just never really thought of them in any other aspect apart from disco dancing costumes. i'm very into lace, too. we have a body in River Island in a nude colour with no sleeves, its very nice but i don't know how it would look against pale skinned me. anyway i put a few together that are my faves...



i think that one is my number one. by far. i don't know how good my boobs would look in it though. maybe they would look like they don't exist. they're not the biggest.

to end i just want to take this opportunity express my love for alice dellal, lara stone, and riley keough, elvis' late grandaughter. they're all so beautiful.

Victorian Heiress Wakes up in 2010.

so we had our fashion shoot on monday, today is wednesday. i didn't go to college yesterday, i stayed in bed until about half 5. i was pretty tired. it turned out okay i guess. i wish i had done more. the fact that i was a little behind to begin with was some of the reason but that's no excuse really. i'll just know for next time.
the theme was 'Victorian heiress wakes up in 2010'. it was all very girly and fun. there were no limits for us really i just think i should have maybe done more sketches and put some more effort into it. you could say i was a little lost. it was all so new, and still kind of is. but i know the drill now.
i brought some props in, all from sean's house. an end table, a miniture ruby velor chair to match the table, an old school radio (which might not have been victorian but...) a beautiful gold clock that looked like the same one out of a David LaChapelle picture. you know the one with the 'pope' in it? some fake flowers, some photo frames, and a laptop. i had such little time with the photographer which i was so pissed about. i wanted so many different poses, didnt get any standing up. DEVASTATED.
anyway here is her look, i'll be getting the proper pictures back on monday so i'll post them then.



this picture doesn't do the look any justice but sure it will have to do.

our next theme is futuristic. i think. i have alot in my brain for that one.